Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Back to the old house

Facing bad memories and writing richly

Posted By on Wed, Aug 15, 2007 at 12:00 AM

We enter Russell Thorburn’s recent poetry collection Father, Tell Me I Have Not Aged through the cover’s glossy image of a weather worn farmhouse floating in a sea of tall grass. To enter the space of Thorburn’s meditative collection is to inhabit such a solemn place. Strolling through these poems, we walk wooden floors that creak with nostalgia and age, past rooms where scenes from his memory unfold, scene by scene across the walls and windows: remembrances at once simple, erotic, bleak, ecstatic, mundane.

Perhaps only now, as Thorburn the middle-aged man returns to this house can he too begin to make sense of the ghosts there: of himself as a boy watching TV while his parents’ marriage hangs jagged and frozen as ice on the eave, of the whispered poison of his father’s voice filling the house, of his mother’s sadness and ulcers. In "Burning Leaves," a boy watches his mother raking leaves into the fire, "not / understanding the tear at the corner of her eye / or the hard way she swept / something ashy away." Many of these poems are strewn with such brave recollections as the poet meditates, as over a cooling fire, sifting both the dead embers of his childhood and the sparks of his longing still raging. In "Bus Depot: Night of Slouched Forms" the speaker watches the strangers around him, fantasizing, remembering, realizing: "The animal I am rests here, / still listening to the wilderness, / horny and faithful to myself." In the title poem, the poet considers both his own and his father’s mortality, remembering a time when they drifted in a dinghy on the back lake: "we / floated together, father and son, / ageless and without purpose…/ my face beginning to inch toward / a secret terror that I would never be / his son again…"

Thorburn’s voice, whether rummaging through memory or in facing his own current desires and fears, is always dead honest, and finds humor in unlikely situations. "Now the children of your children / sit before the tube or the wall screen / and learn the finger in the eye prophecy…" he remarks in "Watching the Three Stooges, After Fifty, in the Hospital," "…and you / in a hospital bed after silliness, / sewn up from the body’s bad joke." The house of the body, the house that holds all memory, will succumb to the elements; Thorburn acknowledges this, but still celebrates with unadorned language the jazz, art and especially film that chase darkness into the corners, inviting a wide cast of characters into his work, including: Bergman, Renoir, Shakespeare, Carson, Monk, Garbo, Truffaut, Rilke, Kafka and many others.

In the song "Back to the Old House" by The Smiths, Morrissey conflictedly croons, "I would rather not go back to the old house; there’s too many bad memories there. I would love to go back to the old house, but I never will …" In his fine collection, Russell Thorburn does return, visiting long shut rooms, allowing us to bear witness.

Eviction

by Russell Thorburn

We sneak back at night sometimes

to stare at the front windows

like bare backs, no curtains anywhere,

and I remember scrubbing floors inside,

the bed stretched like a page

where we wrote with our bodies.

Here I was author to my children,

their faces beginning to form

when my wife’s tongue met mine,

the dark even dimmer

when we stalk our yellow house.

We lean over the fence

where one of my sons fell

off his bike. He picked it up

and pedaled on, his voice

skinned as his knees.

Tonight we look for the tree

where my young sons climbed

from a ten-foot snowbank,

escaping their father as much

as exploring places without ground.

When we look back at the house

it expects us to say something,

but we never do.

Robert Fanning is a poet whose recent book is The Seed Thieves. Send comments to letters@metrotimes.com.

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